Down By River, Dec 20
Still and dark Cold and quiet Just one star. I fumble for the kissgate latch pray for “All my Relations” follow the feel underfoot along the invisible path “Walking the Green Earth”. What’s this old man doing, wandering about in the dark? You ask about beauty I tell you, “Right here”. A quiet, cold beauty River a highway of light blackness of the shadows trees rise against the sky skeletal reflections on the water house lights on the hill and this dark, quiet wildness. Am I settled in this still silence Or waiting for something to happen? No birds move, nor mammals scarcely a sound. Nothing to do except eat my slender breakfast. But when I've drunk my tea and eaten my mince pie, what then? What do I sit with? Form is emptiness and emptiness is form. Form is precisely emptiness and emptiness precisely form. Or, as the ferryman whispered in Siddhartha’s ear, “Om”. A quarter past seven. a just-about-pink in the east. Suddenly, I can see my feet, the texture of the bank as it drops away from me, the loom of the bridge. Jackdaws chattering now, a few ducks a hint of brown in the trees ripples on the water. I rise to leave Give thanks – “All my Relations”. Walking back across the now-visible path I turn to watch colour spread across the sky.
1. ‘Form is emptiness and emptiness is form. Form is precisely emptiness and emptiness precisely form’ is one rendering of the The Prajnaparamita Heart Sutra. See eg Dr John Crook’s talk to the Bristol Chan Group
2. Hesse, H. (1951). Siddhartha (H. Rosner, Trans.). New Directions Publishing Company.




This really speaks to the heart of mindfulness practice. Your description of being present by water captures something I often struggle to articulate - that tension between anticipation and just being ther. The metaphor of light gradually revealing what was always there feels spot-on for how attention works when we stop trying to force it.
Thanks Peter, for this drawing down into the moment. Feel myself there too while I read.